Since the day I was told by God that he had a daughter waiting for us I have been preparing her room. I decided to do butterfly's in the room because I felt like she has been trapped in a cocoon for 3 years, and we are bringing her home so she can spread her wings and fly. I had done the boys room as well when I was pregnant but never put any thought into why I was picking the theme I did. Other than it was cute. I like having a meaning behind hers. Everyday I go into her room and look at it and think about her playing in it and her dad and I reading to her. I can say that this wait is much harder than I ever imagined it would be. I had no idea I would love her so much with out ever seeing or holding her it makes me think about Gods love for me and reminds me of the love I feel for him and have never seen or touched him either.
